Memories and burgers
When I start thinking about food and cooking, it always brings back memories. Memories from childhood as we all sat at the big table and my mom brought out lightly breaded beef liver fried with bacon and onions, along with fried potatoes. My sisters would moan in disgust, but I loved it. Other memories relate to holidays, while more recent memories involve my cooking for big groups on my Wednesday night dinners. Food and memories, they go together.
Do you know anyone obsessed with food? I have to admit that I’m probably guilty of being obsessed with food. I believe I always have been. As a boy, I remember always saving my milk until I was done eating my dinner so I wouldn’t get full too soon. Through the years, I’ve been called many things in my life, but never late to lunch.
When I think back to my days as a young boy, it seems that most of the memories I have in some way involve food. Why is that? I know that I nowadays I tend to relate everything to food, but was I obsessed with food even as a child? I guess so.
When you think back as far as you can, what is the first memory you can remember? That is a lot more difficult of a question than it sounds, at least for me. When I think back to my childhood, I have many memories, but which is the earliest? Hmm, I don’t know for sure. After thinking about it for awhile, there is one vague memory that comes to the surface as the oldest. It was a trip I took with my dad in the year 1960 when I was five years old. I only remember bits and pieces of the trip, and my dad’s retelling the story has filled in many of the gaps.
The trip was a fishing trip to Lake of The Woods in Canada. As best as I can put together, it was just the two of us and he rented a cabin on the lake along with a boat and motor. Now, if you are not familiar with Lake of The Woods, it is a huge lake on the border of Minnesota and Canada, although mostly in Canada. There are literally thousands of little bays and islands in the lake which goes on for miles and miles. If you are not careful, it is easy to get lost in it, it’s that big. We were up there to have a little time fishing and relaxing.
The part of the trip that my memory centers on began late one afternoon. We were in a quiet little bay not far from the weed line. My dad had me set up with a bobber to fish for pan fish while he was casting for northern pike. The sky was starting to darken as a storm was approaching. I remember my dad saying that we’d better reel up and head back to the cabin before the storm hits.
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I told this story many times to my son, when he was growing up. |
Just then, he got a big strike on his lure. We wouldn’t be going anywhere until we got the fish in. Well, to make a long story short, this was a huge northern, over 50” long and it took almost forty minutes before my dad had it reeled in. He attached it to a stringer and got ready to start the motor. By now the wind was fierce and it was pouring rain with thunder and lightning.
This was in the days before electric start, so you had to pull the rope to start the motor. My dad pulled, and he pulled. Soon he was out of breath and the motor hadn’t caught yet. The wind was blowing the boat further and further from the direction we needed to go to get to our cabin. After a while, he gave up on the motor and started to paddle with the one paddle in the boat. Try as he might, he couldn’t even keep maintain his position let alone gain ground on the wind. The wind kept dragging us further from our cabin out towards the center of the lake. I didn’t know until years later that he was really frightened.
Every so often, he’d set the paddle down and try the motor again, but to no avail. No matter what he tried, we were being blown further and further out into the middle of this huge lake. My dad finally decided to quit trying to fight the wind and instead try to steer the boat towards an island. He missed the first several we went by because the angle and the wind wouldn’t allow him to make landfall. The thunder, lightning and wind were horrific. I was terrified of the storm and was crying which only added to my dad’s worries.
By now it was getting dark, and the rain was fierce, but there was finally an island which was well positioned for us to reach with the one paddle and the wind. Dad finally got us close enough to hop out of the boat and pull us into the shore of the island. The island’s shore was covered with these bushes that grew in the shallow water. He pulled the boat up as best he could and tied it to a to a stout branch. Next, Dad carried me, along with his poncho and a couple of boat cushions up to a spot on the bank under the bushes. He set me on the boat cushions and covered the both of us with his poncho. We laid there, huddled together under the poncho while a violent storm raged. The thunder and lightning were almost explosive. My dad held me in his arms while I cried myself to sleep.
At some point during the night the storm subsided and my dad roused us up as soon as it was light enough to see. We climbed out of the bushes up onto dry land. The sky was clear and as dawn brightened everything, we started to check out our surroundings. After a short walk we found a little footpath which led us around the point of the island and there we found a small cabin with a little boat dock.
After checking the surrounding area, Dad determined that this was the only cabin on the island and it was locked up tight as a drum. Dad explained that we had no choice and then broke into the cabin.
He asked me to stay in the cabin while he went to get the boat and bring it to the dock. When he got back, he found me swinging on a little swing out back nibbling out of a box of Cheerios that I’d found in the pantry. That was about the only food we found in the cabin. Dad didn’t have the heart to take it away from me even though there was a mouse hole in the bottom of the box. Using some Crisco he found, Dad fried up some chunks of the northern pike he caught as the storm hit which we made a meal out of. Mousey Cheerios and fried fish: the breakfast of champions!
With some tools he found in the cabin, Dad finally got the motor working and left a note with some money to pay for the broken lock. We had no trouble motoring back to our cabin, although the wind had blown us a long way across the lake.
Whenever I think of this memory, the first thing I think of is sitting on the swing eating the Cheerios I found. I didn’t have a care in the world. Fried fish, yes, but the Cheerios made the morning for me.
You would think that my first food memory would be a more elaborate meal than a mouse eaten box of Cheerios. After spending a wet, cold, stormy night without dinner, it was, in my mind, the best thing ever. Nowadays, when I think of comfort food, I think of thick, juicy burgers.
Burger butter:
1/2 stick butter at room temperature
1/4 cup crumbled blue cheese at room temperature
1 shallot, finely minced
Cajun seasoning
Burger patty:
1 lb. ground beef
onion powder
Cajun seasoning
Fresh ground black pepper
Preparation
Place the butter and the blue cheese in a bowl and add the finely minced shallot. Give it a generous sprinkling of Cajun seasoning. Mix briskly with a fork until well blended. Shape the butter into a 1” thick log and refrigerate. Cut into eighth inch thick ‘coins’ as needed. Save the unused burger butter to top off Steaks Charred Rare as they come off the grill!
Take the pound of beef and divide it in half. Place a butter ‘coin’ in the center of each half and shape each into a large 3/4” thick patty. Season both sides of the burger with equal parts of onion powder, Cajun seasoning and black pepper. Let it sit in the refrigerator while you prepare your coals.
Prepare a charcoal grill with plenty of coals. Let them cook down until they are glowing red with no flame and are very hot. Grill them quickly over the coals about 3 minutes per side until they are just pink in the center and nicely charred on the outside.
Serving
To serve these, take large hamburger rolls (the deli kind, or make your own) and grill each half to lightly toast them over charcoal. Place lettuce, sliced onion and sliced tomato on the bottom half of the bun. Add the burger and top it with ketchup, pickle slices and tabasco. Top with the bun and serve next to homemade french fries fried in olive oil and sprinkled with Cajun seasoning as soon as they come out of the oil. An ice cold beer served in a frosty mug goes real well with these burgers. Two of these burgers make a nice dinner after a three mile run. I know, I had them for dinner last night.